Silver Year

According to Wikipedia, a biorhythm (from Greek βιορυθμός – biorhuthmos) is a hypothetical cycle in physiological, emotional, or intellectual well-being or prowess.

I do believe in biorhythm, but I always hope for positive things to come. I know that we can’t avoid negative things to come our way, but I know we all hope for more positive things.

I just suddenly woke up yesterday without the positive outlook I had when year 2009 started. It seems like I still need to find a reason to smile. Well, thanks to my friends who were with me last Saturday.

My sister is going to leave the country on Saturday morning. I know this also affects me a lot. I’ll definitely miss her. To make it light for me, I look more on the positive side of it… She has a chance of getting a better career there, and at least, my dad is also there.

I suddenly wandered what self advancement I will do this year. Looking for a new job might be a solution, but as well all know, it’s hard to find a stable one this season because of recessions.

I also thought of what I want in my life. I suddenly thought that I am not getting any younger. What direction will I take? Before, I was more on my career. This time, I can feel it’s more personal.

I don’t know if the people around me can say that I am already a matured person because I do act like a kid. Well, I might act like a kid but I want to think like a matured person. For me, I want happiness to be always there in whatever I do.

Sometimes being alone is tireful… I suddenly felt like I need someone beside me…