Rowjielogy

My Life Ep.2: It only seems like yesterday when I started to work for the company where I am in right now. It was the time when I had the first “so-called episode” of My Life. And now, this is the second one, and I am already in the middle of the 5 months probationary contract here in this company. Maybe when I’ll have the third or fourth episode of My Life is already the time I should decide whether I’ll just finish the 5 months contract here or vice-versa… whether they will hire me as a regular employee. Or maybe if I will be busy because of work, maybe I already have a different job by that time. We don’t know yet what will come next.

I can now say that I have already adjusted to this environment, though I am still shy most of the time. But my body is already used to work again (Thanks to my vitamins!). I have found the formula… keep myself busy so that I won’t feel that time is running slow. This also helps me to learn new things on my own. Though sometimes, I will still feel lonely. But I like to do the projects I have here. I know that it is a big plus for me if I manage to finish all the projects I have for this year. But still, I continue to look for other opportunities. I don’t see nothing wrong about it. It is my right. This is my future.

Another thing is, I really need money right now. Not because my salary is not enough. Actually it’s okay. It’s just that my family have decided to move in to a new house sometime in the middle of this year. The house is under construction right now and we all know how expensive it is to build one. Of course, I just want to take a part in the expenses. But I really don’t have a large amount of money right now. That’s why I am trying other opportunities aside from my work. I just hope I will be able to find one.

I am excited to move into our new home. I am excited to design my own room. I am excited to invite my friends to come over and maybe go on overnight there. Though I know that I will also feel sad because I have been living in the house where we are right now for more than 20 years.

These are just proofs that in life, there are always new beginnings. But I always hope that a new beginning is a start of something better.